Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in thrice578's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 7th, 2004
7:49 pm	Its been a while Its been a couple days since i wrote in here, well a long time actually, idont have much to sya right now i feel so empty i have no idea why, just no fucking emotions, i wish i could feel more than pain, well i do but thats only with rae and the jelousy out weighs that, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr fuck emotions i wish all i could feel was happiness and love, thats a nice feeling, its a good reasurance, im outta here fuck this,,,,,,, byebye Current Mood: blah Current Music: Blvd. of broken Dreams-Greenday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
12:27 am	!!! Best fucking day in my life, im not gonna elaborate, Im soooooooo happy :) Current Mood: good Current Music: Feelin Good, Muse (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
7:43 pm	??? Just another day, not too much to say, I actually got put on some starting varsity stuff today, I was happy, but I think I'm gonna be in trouble when next week my science grade still hasnt gone up and i swore my mom that it would be. Oh well I'm not in th mood to write right now, peace.... Current Mood: okay Current Music: First Date, Blink (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
8:41 pm	A little bit better Today was a better day, I wasn't looking for attention as much, I don't actually WANT to die anymore. That is just kinda a depression, but usually only lasts a day. Thats why today was better. Rae hurt herself today I hope shes okay. I feel like I fuck things up just a little more every time I do stupid shit like that. I know she says it's all fine but I think it pisses her off, and she hates me when I'm like that. I hate it when I know I did something and it made her upset, I can just tell, but she always get passed it. I'm so happy to be with her, I really honestly do love her, I've said that before but this feeling actually lasts longer than 2 minutes, I'm so lucky to have her, I love her so much... Current Mood: calm Current Music: Marlyin Manson-Sweet Dreams (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
11:17 pm	Surrealist The little necessities in life are unbearable at times. Its amazing how when you think you don't need something at all, it's what you need most, I'm not even sure what I'm talking about, I just know that everything is already cleared up. Yeah at times i don't want to be here any more and I complain and bitch but I can't handle when the slightest thing fucks up. Maybe it is a build up but i think i overlook everything I think Life's more over rated than highschool. I'm not really sure what I'm talking about any more............. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Blink 182, Adams Song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:21 pm	Another fucked night Goddamn i hate nights like this, where it seems pointless to live and you have pulled the suicide card one too many times, no one believes you anymore, I guess it is all for attention like everyone says it is, kind of an escape. But the only thing that stops me is i wouldnt be able to actually see the expressions when i did go, i want to, i just hate higshchool its over rated and fucked.~~~~ Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Faded away, Seether (1 Comment |Comment on this)